Backwards

I’m going to tell my story backwards. I know that may sound unusual but then nothing about my life has been” usual.” I became pregnant with my ninth child, yes ninth child, one in heaven and eight on the earth, when I was 44. He was a fairly easy pregnancy, but a week...

Broken Heart

My heart is broken. I live with the loss every day. What have I done. God please forgive me. This pain does not end. I pray that god will forgive my sins.

Pain

It was four years ago and I regretted it right away because I had wanted the baby. It would have been my first. I had not enough support to bring a baby in the world alone and would have been hard on my family at home. I was not sure who the father was and I am sad I...

Survivor Through Counseling

I was first 19 years old when I became pregnant with my boyfriend during the time. I decided that I was not ready to become a mother, so I terminated the pregnancy. I did not feel much depressed afterwards as I knew it was an unwanted pregnancy. At the age of 21, I...

Numb

I am 26 years old and I recently had an abortion I was 11 weeks pregnant. At the time I thought I was making the right choice and now I regret it every single day. I thought about committing suicide a few times but I also have a beautiful 4 year old daughter and I...

Just Stuck

I am a 17 year old girl and I found out I’m pregnant almost two weeks ago and I didn’t think anything of it I just knew I couldn’t have a kid yet. I had set up an appointment for termination that same week. However, now that I didn’t go because...