It was four years ago and I regretted it right away because I had wanted the baby. It would have been my first. I had not enough support to bring a baby in the world alone and would have been hard on my family at home. I was not sure who the father was and I am sad I never got the chance to be pregnant with my then boyfriend or the previous one? I am crying and sad and wish I was not getting older for I fear my chance is gone . I also take meds and was scared of post partum depression after if I already suffered anxiety and depression.

One in pain from the choice I did not want to choose but felt it was what needed to be done ….I don’t want to hold anger towards self or others anymore because of this pain.