I am 26 years old and I recently had an abortion I was 11 weeks pregnant. At the time I thought I was making the right choice and now I regret it every single day. I thought about committing suicide a few times but I also have a beautiful 4 year old daughter and I know she needs me. I am so shamed and I can’t seem to move on from this I feel so empty and I can’t sleep or eat I’ve already lost 10 pounds. My daughter seems me and knows I am hurting. I don’t know how to move on from this and I know I can’t take back time and take back what I did.
I want my baby back and only way I feel like I’ll be okay or at least a little better is if I get pregnant again. I’m so depressed and numb to everything.