I was 19. I was in a toxic relationship that a few months after the abortion turned abusive. I am positive I made the right choice but every now and then I feel so empty inside. My sister got pregnant a couple weeks after I did. I now have a beautiful niece and she is a constant reminder of the fact I would have a little one too.

I constantly think about in a couple years when I finally have children that I will feel better and whole. But I read stories about how other women have or want to have kids to replace. But I’m not sure that will help. I don’t know what to do.